Re: Ann St
Addie Vogt
CEE-008

11/16:
today has been a great day!
bojack horseman and a sweet lesson
no dark thoughts today!
learning about being curious, creative, accessing my true self, no judgement
doing work, seeing results, feedback, conversation, discussion

11/18:
i don’t think this has happened to me many times, but when julian started playing “what the world needs now” in class, it sent me back to the house in california. it was quick and strong. it made me cry. it made me think of christmas and the house feeling warm, picturing myself alone and listening to what i could find on the cd player, which was ultimately a bacharach compilation. i think it was that exact recording too.

11/30
i stand in the shower and feel the water hit me and i cry a little for no reason

12/11
i’m starting to build a collection of nice objects/possessions that make me feel good / like me / feel at home. my cds, my watch, my radios, my journal.

12/30
i need to drink more water
i need to remember to feed myself

1/14
in a way, i do feel ambitious
the people around me are what inspire me the most

10/1
two types of 501(c)(3) organizations
1) public charity (must have public support)
2) private foundation (must give money out as well as take in)
*a 501(c)(3) has no owner
controlled by the public acting through a board of directors

key elements of by-laws
– provides structure, but not directives
– are specific but flexible
– allow for growth
– provide a mechanism for change
– protect your goals and plans
– protect the organization (even from you)

1/16
drawing conclusions
awareness is the first step towards making decisions that will serve me

10/15
i make plans like this constantly to keep me away from myself and my fears

11/30
it’s snowing today and sticking and i didn’t wake up feeling nauseous like i have been the past week!!
i hate this song i’m writing
why
i can never really win. to feel ok i really have to completely distance my thoughts from my body to function

1/16
making moves, making connections, genuinely experiencing the company of someone who it feels you knew in a past life or alternate universe, learning and taking notes, living

10/15
i’m too f*cking depressed to write an essay for my f*cking class about my f*cking “career” and my future or what the f*ck ever

1/25
as a generation we’re funny because we’ve turned to it to cope with the fall of capitalism and entering adulthood now is….

10/12
this was the worst it’d ever felt it
i forgot how much dancing around and jumping jacks helps when you’re so out of touch with reality
he was really drunk

11/12
solo safe = command click the solo button on a track
(can also be used with record enable)
do this for every aux

2 mix: aux track, everything is going here, this is the main out
(hide/make inactive instead of delete to be safe)

11/15
things i have going for me right now:
recording/mixing
checking out music i’ve been meaning to
therapy
that seems like enough

11/18:
notebook sits and waits for its time
and the candle waits to burn
the TV reflects the silence of the snow outside
the first of the season